As I lay awake, I’m so thankful for the very life that Yah has given me. Here I am alive and well as Yah continues to heal my heart figuratively and literally. I was diagnosed with congestive heart failure in 2020. So everyday He allows me to wake up, I wake up with excitement, with gratitude and with praise. It wasn’t until I lay in the hospital almost dying from pneumonia and being diagnosed with CHF, I laid there alone because they were not allowing anyone to accompany patients at the time. I realized within a blink of an eye how quickly Yah can take your life. My husband gave me comfort by praying with me and for me over the phone. He told me to pray this scripture “Heal me, O Yah, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved: for thou art my praise.”
‭‭Jeremiah‬ ‭17:14‬ ‭KJV‬‬

I prayed that over and over and suddenly this calmness came over me, it was such an indescribable feeling. The very next day I could breath again without assistance. I needed to surrender my fears and have complete and total faith in Yah. I have such a new appreciation for life and the very air I’m able to breathe! HalleluYah!

I often think of the simplicity in Yah’s Word. His instructions for us is not complicated. It is us who sometimes over complicates it with doctrine, fear, doubt, boastfulness, over zealousness that we sometimes miss the very essence of why we were chosen in the first place. What a privilege and an honor it is to be awakened. To be able to have the ears to hear and the eyes to see. I feel sad for our friends and family who may never be able to.

When Yah said “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares Yahuah, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”
‭‭Jeremiah‬ ‭29:11‬ ‭NIV‬‬ ,” I believe it refers to the plans that Yah has had for Yisreal from the beginning. It is a reiteration of the promises of Yah, as well as the guarantee that He always keeps His covenants. As I reflect on my life, I will continue to stand on the promises of Yah and continue to praise Him in the good and bad times. He is my secret place! HalleluYah!

My insomniac thoughts… I’m sleepy now lol.